I’m not ready

School announcements came out this week and I’m not ready.

I’m not ready for my tiny human who has only existed on this planet for just under 4 years to go to school. I’m not ready for her to have to wear a uniform every day. I’m not ready to give up my afternoons playing with her. I’m not ready for her to need someone else when she wants a cuddle. I’m not ready for her to spend 5 days a week away from me. I’m not ready for her to want to walk to school with her friends and not with me. I’m not ready to give up our afternoons cuddled up on the sofa with a duvet and a movie or enjoying a sunny picnic in the park. I’m not ready for her to stop wanting to hold my hand. I’m not ready for her to have to worry about tests and exams. I’m not ready for her not to be around for me to tickle and cuddle whenever I want.

I’m not ready for her to grow up.

I’m just not ready.

 

 

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